THE WISH

in my life i have never wished for anything never had aspiration
have never been selfish.all ways wishing for other people's wish
to come true.... never thinking that my wishes would or could come
true..but for once in my life i do wish my wishes could come true..
never thinking i could have a wish but i have to be honest i do now
and if it could be my only wish it would be this one i am holding in
my heart right now and if i ever had a selfish though or wish it
would be this one just once could this one be for me just this one
wish that i know a thousand others wish as well, i have never asked
for to much never wished truely but if this one could just be mine
and mine alone.i have never had this type of thing happen to me this
is my really truely first.never thought it would be someone like you
always trying to stay away from stupid stuff like this,not knowing
if this is a good thing or a bad thing and then maybe it is both,
still not knowing how it has happen to me,i do not know how you
saved me from being lost and feeing useless,i never thought that
someone like you would be the one to make me feel when my feeling
where almost dead,i only wish i could have met you befor you got
where you are,sadly if you did not get where you are now i would
have never known about you as in seeing we lived worlds apart.
i will most likely not ever get to meet you and if i do i would
just be another passing person through your life that you would
only see once.you would never get to know who i am.i wonder if
you could ever like someone like me anyway,someone not espically
beautiful but my heart is pure with love and kindness,love and
kindness you have re-aweaken..i sadly truely love you with all
my heart for some wired reason and i would sell my soul for you
if i did not know better but i do know better an my soul belongs
to GOD, i just wish he could grant me this wish even if God told
me He could only give me a week and i would have to die i would be
happy just to be with you just for that short of a time and i would
be greatful to God even if it was only a week....i only wish i could
have met you when you had nothing because i would not have cared if
you where powerful,rich,or anything of such,but i know that in this
life i might never have had a chance with you.you may never have been
meant to be mine in this world and maybe neither in another,i ask myself
and wonder how could you have affected me so i will never know.and if
this wish of mine could come true it would be for only you..
but many say that they love you as well,you are love by many...i just
hope when it is time to let go i will be able to...if life can just give
me one good thing in my life, sadly i have not had many good things that
where mine in my life,no love,no one to ever hold me,if it could ever me
mine it would be the greats gift i could ever get in this life. Please God
hear me just give me a wish for good in my life someone to love me,to hold
me even if i was meant to die that same day i would be happy..i am not sure
how much more my heart can take,i wonder how it is still beating.i know i
should have known better not to have stupidly let myself feel again..i
love and respect as well as admire this person and no matter what i wish
them the best..he will always have my admiration and love.